Friday, May 11, 2012

joke daddy

I'm sitting in the Chicago midway airport at 4:47 am, extremely shookin up by what just happen to me. I flew in this morning from Florida, was at the airport all day and then my pot SD picked me up and we had a dinner at a decently nice restraunt, but I noticed a couple things- he only tipped the cab driver one dollar and treated the servers like shit. He also ordered for me, not asking if I would like what he was getting me. Then we go to his house and he booses me up and we start kissing. I tell him I'm tired from my ling flight and wanted to sleep so I went to the bedroom. As I'm passing out I'm awaken to him on top of me taking my bra off. Although I was very uncomfortable, I just lightly giggle and turn away. He then gets super pissed and grabs me by my face and tells me that every girl has to put out after the first date. I got really scared and I tried to explain to him I wasnt comfortable yet but would probably be the following night. Then he laughs and tosses me on to the floor off the bed, in an awkward position where my thigh got really cut up bad from the night stand. I get up and run as fast as I can and he grabs me and tells me I've teased him and now he has to force himself in me. I'm crying and screaming and a neighbor knocks on the door so he let's go of me and I ran out and the guy outside asked me if I needed help so I just had him take me to the airport. I've been her since midnight. It's now 5 am, I haven't slept in two days and whatever alcohol he gave me has had me vommitting all night. Now I'm sitting in the airport with blood all over me and makeup all down my face and the smell of commit in my mouth. This was the first SD I have ever met. Now I'm really considering not continueing my search. If any of you are going to meet a guy offline, PLEASE be careful. Or you'll end up with a joke daddy like this mother fucker.

Saturday, May 5, 2012

squirter

Going to my ex's house never ends without me putting my clothes back on. I can't help it. Even though we broke up 7, maybe 8 months ago, I don't think about anything else but fucking him when I'm in his presence. He's got the looks of Ashton kutcher and the dick of a god. He's tall, tan, hazel eyes, and tasteful tatoos. Oh, and an accent. It's enough to make a girl beg forit. I went to him house lastnight to catch up with dinner. He's leaving for London soon for law school so I wanted to see him before he did. We ate, laughed, and reminisced on old times. After a few drinks we started kissing and caressing, me getting wetter than niagra falls as usual. It doesn't help that his kisses send bolts of electricity through my veins, hitting all my nerves like lightning.. he's always so intense. Before I know it I'm stripped down bare and tossed onto the bed. He spreads open my legs, and licks me up and down until I'm literally begging for it. He slides it in and I'm so wet at this point he almosts cums immediatly. Were fucking hardcore and nasty, then he flips me over and slows down the tempo and looks into my eyes and a tear falls from his as he tells me he's so in love with me. Talk about a mind fuck. However, it would be a lie if I told you I didn't have a full body orgasm. I was having a mental, emotional, and clitoral orgasm all at once. I squirted all over the place, probably more than a gallon of liquid all together. I find it odd, even though I can't help it.. does anyone else do this?

Wednesday, May 2, 2012

pros and cons

So, in order to justify my attempts at forming a sugar daddy-sugar baby relationship of some sort, ive generated a list of potential pros and cons. Here we go !! PROS: Financial stability, including things I should but never have been able to enjoy such as regular trips to the dentist and doctors A mentor and some sort of wisdom gained The opportunity to see the world And ofcourse, great sex. Because let's be honest, boys lack the experience and duration that established men obtain. I need someone who knows how to use their precious jewls. Amen! CONS: Potentially dating someone my fathers age, if not older Being ridiculed by my peers for being a gold digger being played by a married man, or someone who outsmarts my age caliber. I think I'm going to go for it. *shakes my head* You never know till you try. Here I come Chicago ;)

plans to meet first potential SD

So I'm trying something new. I keep hearing about this new sugar baby/sugar daddy fad and for awhile I was really judgmental about it. Now, I'm in college on my own and trying to make ends meet. So now it seems like a pretty sweet alternative to traditional dating. I made an account for seekig arrangement, which is a dating site for wealthy men and beautiful women, pretty much. At first it was horrible because I was getting BUMBARDED with emails from men 30, even 40 years my senior (I'm 20). Then, I started talking to a man in his early 30's who was really cute, and really successful! we haven't met yet because I live across the country from him. BUT! He ordered plane tickets, round trip, and I leave on the 10th to see him !!! I'm so very nervous.. hopefully everything goes as planned.. Any advise?